Currently Listening Noah's Ark By CocoRosie beautiful boyz see related

cocorosie was aaaaamazing last night. my favorite part was the video footage they played in the background. it was creepy, but so interesting. i am also extremely glad that i got to go to the first unitarian church. it was actually the perfect setting for the show. while cocorosie was spectacular, my favorite part of last night was while we were waiting to get in (for an hour and a half.) this bum comes up to charlie, brett and i and of course starts begging. when the boys turn him down he looks at me and says "it's always the females," so i replied "i'm not a female." the comment didn't really get rid of him as i'd hoped, but at least he stopped asking me for money. it was fucking hilarious. my second favorite part of last night was confronting charlie about his sudden fear of touching me. thank god i said something because as soon as i did his fear dissapered quickly. ahhhh i missed his kisses <3

cocorosie did not play "jesus loves me." that did make me extremely dissapointed becuase it's probably the best song EVER.

Currently Listening Through Being Cool By Saves the Day see related

i made out with a boy who has a lip ring. mmmmm. college life is looking up.

ps i'd like to verify that he wasn't some random boy, psh i wouldn't do that. we're....together?

Currently Listening Illinois By Sufjan Stevens see related

i feel that realtionships, and i mean all realtionships, are too casual these days. i've noticed that people consider friends those who can make them laugh often. it seems no one cares about a deeper connection anymore, and isn't that what true friendship supposed to be? it's just interesting to watch people forming all these new friendships in a week, but what do we really know about each other?? people are only going to tell you what they want you to know, and i'm not criticizing that because i do that as much if not more than the next person. maybe it's just a barrier in my personality, but i find it incredible how people have put so much trust into people they've known for a matter of days. i don't know...i just feel nothing has worth anymore. you can spend a whole night with someone talking and watching the stars, but a few days later it is forgotten about. you can form a bond quickly, but i guess it's not really a bond because it somehow breaks before you know it. if i watch the stars with someone it's going to mean something to me. that person and that experience will be special, it's a true human connection. forget about how well a person can crack a joke, take the time to actually get to know them. people should stop being so damn selfish and start actually caring about the "friends" that they've made.

Currently Listening Worship and Tribute By Glassjaw ape dos mil see related

i am feeling incredibly homesick right now. i had these expectations of meeting incredibly interesting people when i came to college. it's not like i haven't met some interesting people, but the vast majority of people here are just as dull or maybe even more dull than the people i left behind.i miss my friends so much i can't even begin to explain it. people aren't as friendly here as i thought they'd be, and it is taking me an extremely long time to warm up to some people. i just don't think i can even put into words how i am feeling right now. i really do enjoy the company of the people i've befriended so far, but i have very little in common with them. when i go off on a tangent about how much i love braid or the arcade fire or even taking back sunday no one is able to relate. i tried to talk to someone about kurt vonnegut last night and he had no idea who the hell vonnegut was. it's depressing that the only people i seem to be meeting are those who don't neccessarily understand me. while that's definitely a generalization, i still feel like i haven't met anyone who shares my same interests while i know for certain that there are a billion of them walking around. i suppose i shouldn't feel so bad though, at least i've made friends. it could always be worse. but just to be certain, i am coming home october 7th and staying through the 10th. <3

EDIT: i <3 mega more than...well... a LOT of things. thank you darling for helping to make my night much much better.